Being a highly sensitive empath my whole life, I never understood why I would feel other people’s pain so much. I was always searching, trying to find the answers, for why am I here, what is my purpose. I was struggling with abandonment issues with my father and mother and was a people pleaser. I was locked in loop of negative thinking, worry and self-hate and not caring for myself emotionally, physically and mentally because I had many self-sabotaging tendencies.